an introduction (kind of)

i guess there should be an introduction, i'm your average lets say lipstick dyke that graduated art school has a dog, drives a truck and has no idea what she's doing or where she's going. like i said i graduated art school, yep i have a bachelors in graphic design and i'm not using it. i work at my dad's company after a realization after graduating i's rather debate shooting myself in the foot than work at a design firm. so i moved back to my home state and about the same time my dad needed someone and i thought it was a great way to buy time. flash, it's a year and a half later and i've moved again, still down town a half hour from work but i've been here long enough to live in two places date two girls and sleep with four. the last six months, i was buying time again, and dating someone there just wasn't that extra spark, a shame cause she is really nice but i'm not ready or it wasn't ready or well it just didn't work, we should of just been friends but here it is and i still have no idea what i'm doing. i tried to start a business right after moving here, but after getting ripped off for 11 grand by a con artist i was more heart broken than by any of the previous girls mentioned. i ended up buying an already established vinyl business vs. the mobile cafe i was trying to start and so that business with all its half busted equipment sits in my parents side yard. it's a vendor trailer for custom graphics i want to travel the country with but i still can't seam to get that fire back to work on it and start it when all i want to do with my spare time is sleep. i'm still running on lack of sleep so i don't have enough spare time, or too much i'm not sure.
oh, lets get back to the introduction, recap: i'm 24, graduated, gay, i have this bad habit of being compulsively obsessive i made 5 hula hoops last night, and i still have 5 unfinished sea monsters in jars i was making not including the ones i sculpted but hadn't even painted yet. i like being creative but the whole fallow through making it a career i'm still lacking on, or being able to part with what i've made even though people want to buy them, but that's not that entertaining you can look at that stuff on my site www.theclowndoll.com (and even on there right now it's only some drawings i've made into coloring books and my etsy account has been empty for months.)
that's a little about me and more.